#gradlife

so tired of drama. and people not being open about what they feel and what they need. if you need something different than what i'm doing, just fucking say it, don't wait around angry hoping i'll figure it out, because i'm dumb and i won't.

/endrant

i got to sleep nine whole hours last night, and it was glorious. i turned in two papers yesterday and then wasn't feeling good, so i took the day off from school and everything. i cleaned up my apartment a little, but not really. i spent most of the day lounging and reading fanfiction. i will probably regret this later, but right now, i can't bring myself to.

gotta shower soon, and maybe pack some more (i move on friday). client @ 1 today. then back into the swing of things: work on my presentation for 661 next monday, read for my 661 paper, sort stuff for goodwill (the amount of shoes i own is obscene), fold laundry and put it away, and keep packing.

i should post my to do list -- that used to be pretty effective. that will be the fourth place i have it down, haha. it's the only way i can remember anything anymore. my brain just isn't cutting it on its own lately.

to do list, of a sort.

school stuff:

-661 presentation - 25 april

-642 presentation - 27 april
-meeting with group: 22 april 5 pm young library

-661 theory paper, 12 pages - 2 may

-642 case report, 5-8 pages - 3 may
-meeting with meghan to administer assessments: soon, depending on work schedule

-642 reaction paper 3, 5-8 pages - 3 may

-600 research paper, 15 pages - 4 may

i'm telling myself it's not that bad. i have two whole weeks to do two presentations and three papers. only 40ish pages, total, for all the papers. the worst has passed, i'm trying to tell myself. i don't believe it, though.

i move this thursday/friday. i have some things packed. my parents are coming to help me on thursday.

i'm trying to sort out fall practicum. i called 8 places today; about 5 were potentially successful. i'm waiting to hear back more information.

i'm going to be conducting an outcome study for ulster project this summer, in addition to working as a time of discovery leader. i need to do my lit review research, as well as find the assessments i want to use. as well as decide if i just want to focus on the american kids, like chris wants me to, or if i want to include the northern irish kids too, even though there's already research on them.

aislinn wants to go camping and has a groupon zipline coupon thing that has to be used by june 9th.

i think once i get moved things will be easier. that will be a HUGE stress off of me. and once i figure out a practicum placement, there's practically nothing else to worry about. i'm sure other things will crop up by then, but for now? pssh. i'll be happy once those two things get sorted, i guess.